tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16511484034576753482024-03-13T04:50:57.344+01:00I just wanna be happyI just wanna be happyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14125665808193086086noreply@blogger.comBlogger73125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1651148403457675348.post-36198352930490322852013-05-19T16:52:00.001+02:002013-05-19T16:52:12.240+02:00<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><b>Chaos. Chaos. Chaos.</b></span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><b>Sex mit dem Ex.</b></span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><b>Von M. getrennt.</b></span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><b>Fett.</b></span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><b>Alkohol.</b></span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><b>Rückfall.</b></span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><b>Selbst verletzt.</b></span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><b>Papa Roach - Last Resort.</b></span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><b>Bloggen vernachlässigt.</b></span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><b>Bald habe ich Geburtstag.</b></span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><b>Stress.</b></span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><b>Das erste mal alleine Auto gefahren.</b></span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><b>Ich liebe F. eindeutig.</b></span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><b>Sehnsucht.</b></span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><b>Hass.</b></span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><b>Nachher oder Morgen wird gepostet.</b></span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><b>Es tut mir leid.</b></span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><b>Unszuverlässig.</b></span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<br /></div>
<br />
<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhVPaqJoAs5mX-Sy_3ew1ur5XJmzoN7ne6EMVuQ4GfUCc08cZsAc99CwB0sUeX_hEF_18NvS0j1SOEbkwLU2u1ckecyf4L3UmeQGXdGl5WWdLbPQTA_8cxt4p7JlxVy7oRq6V6huaFGh5E/s1600/tumblr_m53udujOpJ1r0ttqoo1_1280.gif" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="167" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhVPaqJoAs5mX-Sy_3ew1ur5XJmzoN7ne6EMVuQ4GfUCc08cZsAc99CwB0sUeX_hEF_18NvS0j1SOEbkwLU2u1ckecyf4L3UmeQGXdGl5WWdLbPQTA_8cxt4p7JlxVy7oRq6V6huaFGh5E/s400/tumblr_m53udujOpJ1r0ttqoo1_1280.gif" width="400" /></a></div>
<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
<br /></div>
<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
<br /></div>
<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
<br /></div>
<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
<br /></div>
<br />I just wanna be happyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14125665808193086086noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1651148403457675348.post-10567417992864003672013-05-08T14:06:00.000+02:002013-05-08T14:06:01.288+02:00Falsch?<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Icch bin seit Samstag mit M. zusammen.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Ich habe keine Ahnung, ob es richtig ist..</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Tue ich es nur, um F. zu vergessen,</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">der sich eh kaum meldet und so weiter?</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Ich weiß es nicht.. ehrlich.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><br /></span>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: large;">- Gewicht lag heute bei mal wieder 75,0kg -.-*</span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhpbdQofxR00tbzRWy-TDYf8AuqELKzT6bTYKqe6Ei5W64uv0CpociGV7NzG67yMJ10NNTI5MqFLyCyTE4NSA4vksdB5puA1SOa-aYXRw12PgDS6ovgQZILGeV0fDasLcE67geF3U5wIj4/s1600/536247_521988704511943_1224770656_n.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="280" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhpbdQofxR00tbzRWy-TDYf8AuqELKzT6bTYKqe6Ei5W64uv0CpociGV7NzG67yMJ10NNTI5MqFLyCyTE4NSA4vksdB5puA1SOa-aYXRw12PgDS6ovgQZILGeV0fDasLcE67geF3U5wIj4/s400/536247_521988704511943_1224770656_n.jpg" width="400" /></a></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Außerdem bin ich fett krank :/<br />Erkältung, Kopfschmerzen und alles, wuuusaaa .__.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Ich habe Bauchschmerzen durch das ABF.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Nachher sehe ich Daddy wohl wieder,</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">mal schauen, wies mir geht.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Morgen hat Mama Geburtstag und es ist Vatertag,</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">also Saufetour.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Ich bin unmotiviert.. habe Lust zu nichts..</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Fühle mich fett und eklig..</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Bald ist Rock am Ring.. Bald fliege ich nach Bulgarien..</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Ich wollte doch nen Bikini tragen..</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">doch dafür müssten ca 10kg runter.. das schaff ich nicht..</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">ABER ich versuche es!!!</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><br /></span>
<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhdPR40UlnZIw4WtvOc0PoHG3k0nDUHvCF4-CqAcGaYHysetIDm1sWE3EBUp2XIGf8Rkh_Nr_-GnnTPoByBk_MGw7nVBJadbbvYhHUgiP6OodhQog74PAbQ2sJ4CBk3vJC7vxckToYcdF4/s1600/tumblr_m8z7zqzKZd1r5sh3bo1_1280.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="298" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhdPR40UlnZIw4WtvOc0PoHG3k0nDUHvCF4-CqAcGaYHysetIDm1sWE3EBUp2XIGf8Rkh_Nr_-GnnTPoByBk_MGw7nVBJadbbvYhHUgiP6OodhQog74PAbQ2sJ4CBk3vJC7vxckToYcdF4/s400/tumblr_m8z7zqzKZd1r5sh3bo1_1280.jpg" width="400" /></a></div>
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><br /></span>I just wanna be happyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14125665808193086086noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1651148403457675348.post-80334255628762428562013-05-05T21:56:00.001+02:002013-05-05T21:56:07.128+02:00<span style="font-size: x-large;"><b>Ich lebe noch.</b></span>I just wanna be happyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14125665808193086086noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1651148403457675348.post-39315089718484716112013-04-30T01:48:00.001+02:002013-04-30T01:48:56.465+02:00Zusammenbruch.<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiM4Rtekgz2qKWDsf_5hCfEoF_be3RlZCaZLHajOXrDSKv260PboUums_XR97ZHjUhg5ciJO2QayHMnWb69qnk7uQB0BJ0ocCJEu6HySWk4sznYrUyFx5dMP1RcUKslF6Tiuu1VtHLUKQA/s1600/Aufzeichnen.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="352" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiM4Rtekgz2qKWDsf_5hCfEoF_be3RlZCaZLHajOXrDSKv260PboUums_XR97ZHjUhg5ciJO2QayHMnWb69qnk7uQB0BJ0ocCJEu6HySWk4sznYrUyFx5dMP1RcUKslF6Tiuu1VtHLUKQA/s400/Aufzeichnen.JPG" width="400" /></a></div>
<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
<br /></div>
<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
<br /></div>
<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Dieser Text hat mir eben den Rest gegeben.. M. hat ihn geschrieben,</span></div>
<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">der Mann, er ist 19, von Freitag-Samstag.</span></div>
<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><br /></span></div>
<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><br /></span></div>
<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Verdammt.. aber ich.. ich bin doch in F. verliebt!?</span></div>
<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Aber er meldet sich seit 4 Tagen nicht einmal.. obwohl...</span></div>
<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">..obwohl er meine Nachrichten ließt.</span></div>
<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><br /></span></div>
<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><br /></span></div>
<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Ich habe angst.. angst.. mich in M. zu verknallen.</span></div>
<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Nein, ich darf das nicht.. nein..</span></div>
<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">F. ist doch alles was ich will..</span></div>
<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><b>- oder nicht?</b></span></div>
<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />I just wanna be happyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14125665808193086086noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1651148403457675348.post-54728955970806458482013-04-30T00:43:00.001+02:002013-04-30T00:43:15.216+02:00♥<div style="text-align: center;">
<iframe allowfullscreen="" frameborder="0" height="315" src="http://www.youtube.com/embed/4PUklS50U08" width="420"></iframe></div>
I just wanna be happyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14125665808193086086noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1651148403457675348.post-26289277378416872702013-04-29T23:49:00.000+02:002013-04-29T23:49:46.823+02:00<br />
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="color: red; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: large;"><b style="background-color: black;">So why should I even believe</b></span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="color: red; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: large;"><b style="background-color: black;">in a chance for us, for you and me?</b></span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="color: red; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: large;"><b style="background-color: black;"><br /></b></span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="color: red; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: large;"><b style="background-color: black;"><br /></b></span></div>
<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhKbduqdMw3_cW7uoYBibfNwJ2ZwZvQWMnF5DoA6oS767K-9HwYfdqlAhId9PO0EJoeNgEUT3p9QcsePBcKDjb1r-mJjcjoWZgFLgESVZHHR-zMO2aP5qGXk4zCu7QcNst2hKamc0FSfpk/s1600/tumblr_mdbve4fzXi1roskk1o1_500.png" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="126" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhKbduqdMw3_cW7uoYBibfNwJ2ZwZvQWMnF5DoA6oS767K-9HwYfdqlAhId9PO0EJoeNgEUT3p9QcsePBcKDjb1r-mJjcjoWZgFLgESVZHHR-zMO2aP5qGXk4zCu7QcNst2hKamc0FSfpk/s400/tumblr_mdbve4fzXi1roskk1o1_500.png" width="400" /></a></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="color: red; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: large;"><b style="background-color: black;"><br /></b></span></div>
I just wanna be happyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14125665808193086086noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1651148403457675348.post-29987777629665792872013-04-29T02:18:00.001+02:002013-04-29T02:18:43.817+02:00<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><b>Wieso kann ich nicht EINMAL schlafen gehen,</b></span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><b>OHNE nachzudenken!?</b></span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><b>Jetzt heule ich schon wieder.. zu viel nachgedacht,</b></span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><b>geiler scheiß.. Warum..</b></span></div>
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><br /></span>
<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi8NUydoF1OVlfH50YA9vZxWekPpUMtywspx5e7yx3W4aXIfkKNh9YepzNAMbWqbeHEHkuOEp4yJG6s0QYPoRDWgBixK709FWfiOWqePfGru_LeJpYBAxApfuyLvYc1xxL2-i6tltGMUyw/s1600/trigger.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="265" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi8NUydoF1OVlfH50YA9vZxWekPpUMtywspx5e7yx3W4aXIfkKNh9YepzNAMbWqbeHEHkuOEp4yJG6s0QYPoRDWgBixK709FWfiOWqePfGru_LeJpYBAxApfuyLvYc1xxL2-i6tltGMUyw/s400/trigger.jpg" width="400" /></a></div>
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Morgen auf der Arbeit muss ich fit sein...</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">...zum Glück muss ich erst um 12uhr da sein, puh.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><br /></span>I just wanna be happyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14125665808193086086noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1651148403457675348.post-87957704435500272172013-04-29T00:38:00.000+02:002013-04-29T00:38:01.962+02:00Liebe. - Ich komme nicht klar.<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">F. hat sich schon wieder 3 Tage nicht gemeldet..</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">obwohl er meine Nachrichten bei Whatsapp ließt..</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Hatte das vorn paar Tagen schonmal..</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Was soll das..?<br />Klar wollte er Zeit... aber ignoration?<br />Und dann aufeinmal anschreiben und alles ist supi?</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">- ich werde nicht schlau auf ihm..</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Dann war ich Fr-Sa mit meinen Bro P. (guten Freund)<br />unterwegs und haben bei nem Kumpel von ihm gepennt. - M.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">M. und ich haben uns suupi verstanden.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Nachts haben wir dann gekuschelt,</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">er hat mich liebevoll gestreichelt.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Mehr lief nicht.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">- Ich bin ja in F. vollkommen verliebt.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><br /></span>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><b>Ich bin vollkommen durcheinander..</b></span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><b>Was soll ich tun`?</b></span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjSXolIN31PeK5ir1j7-I4RJyBk6vWuwWQxw4DWBye7qW38A3DATEJVSQ2kZ_tfwc3E21uRwg4SJsjjvZIzS8ApcOe2JF_OBGWxmd6JDioKaakQ_QQeypIPoopGXU6kdM0XShJPTkZnj4k/s1600/tumblr_mb87vuKezO1rrcapno1_500.gif" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="292" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjSXolIN31PeK5ir1j7-I4RJyBk6vWuwWQxw4DWBye7qW38A3DATEJVSQ2kZ_tfwc3E21uRwg4SJsjjvZIzS8ApcOe2JF_OBGWxmd6JDioKaakQ_QQeypIPoopGXU6kdM0XShJPTkZnj4k/s640/tumblr_mb87vuKezO1rrcapno1_500.gif" width="640" /></a></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
I just wanna be happyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14125665808193086086noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1651148403457675348.post-23711138558239595152013-04-29T00:30:00.002+02:002013-04-29T00:30:24.763+02:00<div style="text-align: center;">
<iframe allowfullscreen="" frameborder="0" height="315" src="http://www.youtube.com/embed/-KsJxHYTwIA" width="420"></iframe></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-size: x-large;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-size: x-large;">Hach, passend.</span></div>
I just wanna be happyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14125665808193086086noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1651148403457675348.post-60668271991345284922013-04-29T00:27:00.000+02:002013-04-29T00:27:32.659+02:00<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Gewicht ist momentan bei immer 73kg.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Ich werde nie bis zum Urlaub in knapp 2 monaten noch was abnehmen :D</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">aaaahhh!! -.-</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Gestern.. vorgestern, also samstag. es ist ja schon monatg,</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">habe ich mich mit daddy getroffen.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">es ist komisch..</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Aber ich durfte ne runde mit seinem auto fahren,</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">dann haben wir Kaffee bei Mecces getrunken und sonst..</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">joaa.. etwas geredet aber war komisch.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Mama hat letzte, nein, vorletzte Woche ihr Auto umgeschrieben,</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">womit ich nun fahren darf.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">- momentan nur wenn sie daneben sitzt,</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">da sie noch angst hat^^</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Achjaaa..</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Und in Sache Liebe... CHAAAOOOOSS!</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Erkläre ich gleich. :</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><br /></span>
<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg5meeVg6Q3gVUvb3LpaEu6k86xguUUIKsomLUrZAVlRgIBtI0hhd2MyqBCJY0FJtGZost_Gsfb1fX7_IPFsAGkh9VsExScC_wYf12caCXZJIGEmNjanXxk7CUbsbifsexYgk3lw3QTwxs/s1600/tumblr_m6vhmgtoUE1qfirpxo1_r1_500.gif" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="223" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg5meeVg6Q3gVUvb3LpaEu6k86xguUUIKsomLUrZAVlRgIBtI0hhd2MyqBCJY0FJtGZost_Gsfb1fX7_IPFsAGkh9VsExScC_wYf12caCXZJIGEmNjanXxk7CUbsbifsexYgk3lw3QTwxs/s400/tumblr_m6vhmgtoUE1qfirpxo1_r1_500.gif" width="400" /></a></div>
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><br /></span>I just wanna be happyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14125665808193086086noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1651148403457675348.post-53227598606854098322013-04-23T22:24:00.001+02:002013-04-23T22:24:55.896+02:00<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhz5WXZKjHVPMa5lJybu2xPgpmk6-_pg56IFC2uNmKztTOGAZMhs8TdAwhELoCIW-V9fqtHCWRSJjfxUK_fWx4iAwc0P5661Mjbt7Mvw9wuAyyx0XdVaATFU9iX56I-RRfVdqSppDwMDdk/s1600/931261_10151325279696710_2062097875_n.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="225" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhz5WXZKjHVPMa5lJybu2xPgpmk6-_pg56IFC2uNmKztTOGAZMhs8TdAwhELoCIW-V9fqtHCWRSJjfxUK_fWx4iAwc0P5661Mjbt7Mvw9wuAyyx0XdVaATFU9iX56I-RRfVdqSppDwMDdk/s400/931261_10151325279696710_2062097875_n.jpg" width="400" /></a></div>
<br />I just wanna be happyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14125665808193086086noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1651148403457675348.post-33418104086829899462013-04-23T21:08:00.001+02:002013-04-23T21:08:39.402+02:00<span style="font-size: x-large;">Unmotiviert.</span><br />
<span style="font-size: x-large;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-size: x-large;">Deprimiert.</span><br />
<span style="font-size: x-large;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-size: x-large;">Unglücklich.</span><br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;"><b>Ich melde mich mal die Tage..</b></span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;"><b>Bin seit Donnerstag krankgeschrieben, bis Feitag.</b></span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;"><b>Alles wird gut,</b></span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;"><b>irgendwann.</b></span></div>
<br />I just wanna be happyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14125665808193086086noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1651148403457675348.post-69658211517621310282013-04-13T00:31:00.002+02:002013-04-13T00:31:58.000+02:00Versagensängste.<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Gestern Nacht habe ich unglaublich viel geheult.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Die Trennung meiner Eltern zieht doch mehr an mir,</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">als ich dachte.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">- oder es ist nur dieser "Kampf um mich."</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Ich weiß es nicht.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Wer es nicht weiß, mein Bruder ist Ende 2011 gestorben und</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">dadurch bin ich nun das "einzige" Kind noch..</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Klar wollen mich beide.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Am liebsten würde ich gerade alles hin werfen.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Den Nebenjob, die Schule, alles einfach..</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Mittwoch endlich mal wieder wiegen..</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">ich bin gespannt.. ernsthaft.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><br /></span>
<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjzK1ft2S329vzmi7Icinshkvv6FeIBzHF4khKjeASH-Kz4HULNaUrmyslO8xbung4UANkSjDtOhamMNkfYLLa_BeLGNnipU7SnLooHh_XjAKaLnykGUEFGXHGcRP3iyzy0DbMG5jyDwaU/s1600/60974_397968030279369_1937853427_n.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="400" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjzK1ft2S329vzmi7Icinshkvv6FeIBzHF4khKjeASH-Kz4HULNaUrmyslO8xbung4UANkSjDtOhamMNkfYLLa_BeLGNnipU7SnLooHh_XjAKaLnykGUEFGXHGcRP3iyzy0DbMG5jyDwaU/s400/60974_397968030279369_1937853427_n.jpg" width="267" /></a></div>
<br />
<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhP_rXFJP2GevKKfq4t-9k-VPS3xzwL3mbWxOs9-snAyaJxJNc2at9atZs8gpzKHpO3Mrya8-t-rqlGssfoe2nB_OR6KX2IVPU1V2kudO7Tfn3qHv4DHoJegqe2onFTDNNyPnsLBJK6-QI/s1600/270342_505591642818316_1341491095_n.png" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="335" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhP_rXFJP2GevKKfq4t-9k-VPS3xzwL3mbWxOs9-snAyaJxJNc2at9atZs8gpzKHpO3Mrya8-t-rqlGssfoe2nB_OR6KX2IVPU1V2kudO7Tfn3qHv4DHoJegqe2onFTDNNyPnsLBJK6-QI/s400/270342_505591642818316_1341491095_n.png" width="400" /></a></div>
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><br /></span>
<br />I just wanna be happyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14125665808193086086noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1651148403457675348.post-2262955285850869212013-04-10T14:39:00.002+02:002013-04-10T14:39:41.708+02:00<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Ich glaube wiegen wird die nächsten Tage schwer.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Ich nehme ja wenn am Abend vorher AFM,</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">aber morgen habe ich Schule, Freitag auch, übers Wochenende kommt F.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">und Montag + Dienstag muss ich arbeiten..</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">also Mittwoch.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Vllt. zieh ichs auch durch nehme gleich AFM und könne mir morgen </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">mal wieder die Waage :D</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Daddy war heute da, gleich kommt er wieder.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Wir wollen dann zu McDonalds,</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Kaffee trinken und einfach mal ne Runde alleine reden.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Ich freue mich ♥</span>I just wanna be happyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14125665808193086086noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1651148403457675348.post-33756697309097679882013-04-10T14:36:00.000+02:002013-04-10T14:40:20.542+02:00<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-size: large;">MEINE HAARE SIND TÜRKIS!!! *-*</span></div>
<span style="font-size: large;">- oh jaaa, Veränderung musste her.</span><br />
<br />
<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgX_Rb9q_EWAho3Hr9pg8R4jH4RtlEYNw9XuyGAF1c5E4Uzbbhqt64MEkzw_Q6DW8Oam5kHXNgvEuvKCs4IfOrvNTOF3huCixEdeMhYoQuQ087PROgDvQNfpS1lhP1fJ8LxcLRsiI0a4ZI/s1600/Snapshot_20130410_2.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="300" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgX_Rb9q_EWAho3Hr9pg8R4jH4RtlEYNw9XuyGAF1c5E4Uzbbhqt64MEkzw_Q6DW8Oam5kHXNgvEuvKCs4IfOrvNTOF3huCixEdeMhYoQuQ087PROgDvQNfpS1lhP1fJ8LxcLRsiI0a4ZI/s400/Snapshot_20130410_2.jpg" width="400" /></a></div>
<br />I just wanna be happyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14125665808193086086noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1651148403457675348.post-49343560089630550252013-04-08T01:18:00.004+02:002013-04-08T01:18:52.857+02:00GLÜCKLICH! !<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">MIR GEHTS GUT!! *_____*</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Ich bin bedingungslos in F. verliebt! *-*</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Ich war Sa-So bei ihm (er wohnt ja weiter weg)</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">und gleich als ich da war wollte er kuscheln und irgendwann später</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">habe ich ihn einfach geküsst :O</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Der Abend war toll,</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">- die Jungs haben gefreestylet und es war eeeecht geil :)<br />IIch habe mich mal wieder nicht getraut.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Weder zu singen noch zu freestylen .__.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">- So werden wir nieee was aufnehmen können im Tonstudio bei denen..</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Dann schliefen wir auf seiner Riesen-Luftmatratze, neben uns lag E.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">aufm Sofa -.- :D<br />Und wir küssten uns 2 Stunden lang und alles war so zärtlich :O</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">- Ich kannte sowas ja vorher nicht..</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Irgendwann waren wir dann sooo wuschig,</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">dass wir miteinander schliefen, dies aber auch so gefühlvoll und</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">es war alles sooo perfeeeekt.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Gegen 5uhr morgen legten wir uns dann auch schlafen :)</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Morgen um 8uhr waren wir beide wach :)<br />Alle schliefen noch :D<br />Er machte mir dann Kaffee, gab mir eine Zigarette und küsste mich</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">die ganze Zeit zwischendrin.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">- ich dachte es wäre ein Traum!</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Ich mochte ihn ja schon "damals".. am 25.1.13,</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">als ich mit meinem "damals" gerade ExFreund J. hingefahren bin.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">F. hat sich da ja die gaaaanze Zeit um mich "gekümmert" und</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">war bei mir.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Er hat mir dazu erzählt, dass er mich da auch schon mochte und</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">mich kennenlernen wollte, doch dachte sich :</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">"diese süße ist gerade frisch getrennt, da habe ich eh keine Chance"</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">- Es war sooo süß, als er mir das sagte! *-*</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Aber nun in alles perfekt! :)</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Er kommt wenns klappt am Wochenende zu mir ♥</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><br /></span>
<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjM9LdObSPAYjRgtMKc7EWRPBUiBfQRx77VeBY70gLR31gY3sKaxk78raEdEhBbN_1WG7mtRLppFoYa6gzv7NunYOtRKzZWuszy2K0Gdmb9MrMx6pedyvIojOCMVT8ofub1QQ_x4Lm-0fY/s1600/tumblr_m74avgJ9kV1r2an97o1_1280.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="400" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjM9LdObSPAYjRgtMKc7EWRPBUiBfQRx77VeBY70gLR31gY3sKaxk78raEdEhBbN_1WG7mtRLppFoYa6gzv7NunYOtRKzZWuszy2K0Gdmb9MrMx6pedyvIojOCMVT8ofub1QQ_x4Lm-0fY/s400/tumblr_m74avgJ9kV1r2an97o1_1280.jpg" width="282" /></a></div>
<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
<br /></div>
<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Meine Freunde sagen er passe nicht zu mir. :</span></div>
<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><br /></span></div>
<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
<span style="color: blue; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">- "Er ist der Hopper und du das Scene girl."</span></div>
<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><b>- Ist mir doch egal.!</b></span></div>
<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
<span style="color: blue; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">- "Ich finde es passt einfach nicht, steiger dich nicht rein"</span></div>
<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><b>- Aber er ist perfekt zu mir und ich finde er passt zu mir!</b></span></div>
<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
<span style="color: blue; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">- "Naja, der hübscheste ist er nicht.. verdienst was besseres!"</span></div>
<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><b>- Ich finde ihn unglaublich hübsch und ich SCHEIß Auf DEINE und<br />EURE MEINUNG zu dem Thema!</b></span></div>
<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
<br /></div>
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><br /></span>I just wanna be happyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14125665808193086086noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1651148403457675348.post-79076842563450785702013-04-04T01:00:00.002+02:002013-04-04T01:00:46.598+02:00Triggernd..<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Dieses Referat macht mich fertig..</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Ich will mich selbstverletzen, aufschneiden, mich spüren, alles!</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Doch ich darf nicht... ich will doch gesund werden!</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Ich fühle mich schlecht.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Alles wird mir zu viel.. fuck fuck fuck.. </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Ich will morgen nicht zur Schule, nein.. lieber mich schneiden.. man wie krank.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Morgen zum Arzt ein Artest für die Schule holen..</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">morgen das Referat zu ende bringen.. ich muss damit jetzt aufhören..</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Ich will gesund werden, oh ja.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><br />Und nicht mehr fett sein.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Also ziehe ich mir nun mal wieder AFM rein und wiege mich morgen.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><b><u><br /></u></b></span>
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><b><u>Ich Liebe Euch.! :*</u></b></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><br /></span>
<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhoaE-TQsaKMeVyJUeKtEy-OhQp5ZQb08C6OI_MUTPKA1Jn-ZQsoB9LQZzVwolY4lJONtjexof1Tm0gPUV-KDsum6FOtNPB5LZg61QoYsum98oZxeDvTNPpoF0FUrLAolqqrsmKFqjuZYs/s1600/tumblr_mjptbh1wmW1s7xvx4o1_500.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="266" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhoaE-TQsaKMeVyJUeKtEy-OhQp5ZQb08C6OI_MUTPKA1Jn-ZQsoB9LQZzVwolY4lJONtjexof1Tm0gPUV-KDsum6FOtNPB5LZg61QoYsum98oZxeDvTNPpoF0FUrLAolqqrsmKFqjuZYs/s400/tumblr_mjptbh1wmW1s7xvx4o1_500.jpg" width="400" /></a></div>
<br />
<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiFWpvEcx2W2BMGjHMk3amfXsDAt6dm4iPNmAsDPS9c9td60tzL17uAmIsVYD8UgA-KKVZwaA2PBhst9pzNm0BIHVap94nfinDZ_G_hpYcvFXEaY7RKmMdXFhiul9tXq4ObHrt8LDjiUaI/s1600/tumblr_mkead1lUuw1s7fsvqo1_400.gif" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="400" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiFWpvEcx2W2BMGjHMk3amfXsDAt6dm4iPNmAsDPS9c9td60tzL17uAmIsVYD8UgA-KKVZwaA2PBhst9pzNm0BIHVap94nfinDZ_G_hpYcvFXEaY7RKmMdXFhiul9tXq4ObHrt8LDjiUaI/s400/tumblr_mkead1lUuw1s7fsvqo1_400.gif" width="300" /></a></div>
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><br /></span>I just wanna be happyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14125665808193086086noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1651148403457675348.post-48019483377582229782013-04-03T23:33:00.001+02:002013-04-03T23:33:03.531+02:00<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Daddy hat sich seit Samstag nicht einmal gemeldet.. nicht einmal! :'(<br />Hat er mich vergessen..?</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Denkt er nicht mehr an mich?</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Nur weil seine Neue ne Tochter hat.. die GENAU so heiißt wie ich..</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">nur die ist jünger.. dennoch..</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Hat er seine leibliche Tochter vergessen?<br /><br /><br /><b><span style="font-size: large;">DADDY!<br />ICH VERMISSE DICH!! :'(</span></b></span>I just wanna be happyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14125665808193086086noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1651148403457675348.post-50033419778923415512013-04-03T23:29:00.002+02:002013-04-03T23:30:57.310+02:00<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="text-align: justify;"><span style="background-color: black; color: red; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: large;"><b>"Unter offenem selbstverletzendem Verhalten </b></span></span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="text-align: justify;"><span style="background-color: black; color: red; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: large;"><b>werden verschiedene Auffälligkeiten zusammengefasst,</b></span></span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="text-align: justify;"><span style="background-color: black; color: red; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: large;"><b> deren Gemeinsamkeit die Beschädigung des </b></span></span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="text-align: justify;"><span style="background-color: black; color: red; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: large;"><b>eigenen Körpers ist."</b></span></span></div>
<br />
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
<span style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: #f3f3f3;"><span style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: large;"><br /></span></span>
<span style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: large;"><br /></span></span>
</span></span><br />
<span style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: #f3f3f3;"><span style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: large;"><br /></span></span></span></span>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="background-color: black; color: #f3f3f3; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; text-align: justify;">Ich mache gerade mein Referat für Sozialpädagogik. Thema:</span></div>
<span style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: #f3f3f3;"><span style="text-align: justify;"></span><br /></span></span>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="text-align: justify;"><span style="background-color: black; color: #f3f3f3; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Selbstverletzendes Verhalten.</span></span></div>
<span style="background-color: black; color: #f3f3f3; text-align: justify;">
</span>
<span style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: #f3f3f3;"><br /></span></span>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="background-color: black; color: #f3f3f3; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; text-align: justify;">Man findet man sich da wieder...</span></div>
<span style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: #f3f3f3;"><span style="text-align: justify;"></span><br /></span></span>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="text-align: justify;"><span style="background-color: black; color: #f3f3f3; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Aber es weiß ja niemand.. niemand !</span></span></div>
<span style="background-color: white; text-align: justify;">
</span>I just wanna be happyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14125665808193086086noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1651148403457675348.post-5652870549890088162013-04-01T23:23:00.000+02:002013-04-01T23:23:39.875+02:00<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Mein Dewicht ist immer noch unverändert..</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">ich dreeeh durch! ._.<br /><br />Obwohl ich kaum was esse, da ich eeeecht keinen Hunger habe,</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">viel laufen und spazieren gehe, passiert</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><br /></span>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><b style="font-size: x-large;">N I C H T S !</b></span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><b style="font-size: x-large;"><br /></b></span></div>
<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgHqjYZzKv8l-LTx7JR1VWqXMVMGam686vhU1Xdz9-UbiyZaHFy4gbN0V7lEb7DGTIdSp9EbFOljxvFvvgnWkpJccIcAGvvxQWN4VSr3ne7E2Me2YxA47GyV05JUqonjQHNRQTOcQeivnQ/s1600/164625_502440119800135_1397847694_n.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="352" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgHqjYZzKv8l-LTx7JR1VWqXMVMGam686vhU1Xdz9-UbiyZaHFy4gbN0V7lEb7DGTIdSp9EbFOljxvFvvgnWkpJccIcAGvvxQWN4VSr3ne7E2Me2YxA47GyV05JUqonjQHNRQTOcQeivnQ/s400/164625_502440119800135_1397847694_n.jpg" width="400" /></a></span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><b style="font-size: x-large;"><br /></b></span></div>
I just wanna be happyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14125665808193086086noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1651148403457675348.post-71388485870176278882013-04-01T23:20:00.000+02:002013-04-01T23:20:26.470+02:00F.<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Mit F. habe ich Anfan Januar schon Musik gemacht,</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">er ist derjenige mit dem Tonstudio, wo ich mit meinem Ex war.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Heute kam F. gaaanz spontan zu mir (ca45min Auto fahrt)</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">ich habe mich soooo gefreut!</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Dann kam mein Ex noch, brauchte mir meine Sachen & </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">ich gab ihm seine, Wixxer! -.-*</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Ich durfte daaaaaaann alleine nach H. fahren (knappe Stunde)</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">da wir dort auf nen Jahrmarkt wollten! :)<br /><br />Meine erste Autofahrt nach einem Monat!! :D<br />ich hatte sooooo angst eh! :D<br /><br />hab den Wagen insgesammt meine ich 5-6x abgewürgt aber sonst lief alles :D</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Total fertig kamen wir dann in H. an und ich war irgendwie froh,</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">aus dem Auto zu steigen :D<br />Adrenaliiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiin schub! :D</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Dort hatten wir saaaaaau viel Spaß!! :)</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Wir fuhren 2x Autoscooter ! :)<br />- Einmal jeder alleine und 2x zusammen :)<br />und es war soooooo toll! :)</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Nach einer Weile fuhr er mich dann nach Hause,</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">da ich nicht fahren wollte :D<br />Und es war so geil *-*<br />- fetter getunter Wagen und mit hoher Geschwindigkeit über die Bundesstraße :D</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Nun bin ich zu Hause,</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">gehe gleich schlafen, da ich morgen um 10uhr auf der Arbeit sein muss</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">und freue mich aufs Bettchen, seeehr! :)</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><br /></span>
<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhOeX-f2X153SOWaDrxvpm9n1QPq_uFR7slIgOYn0uqd1q7lwLIaDw9GBTzCYbGqHoBqA2m1_kjJe5I6A2jItXz2YdQatutJeMOdRNSKEtko30ouXk4QzHnUM1KIE5aDSNl3AA-f_lXDls/s1600/IMG_4351.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="426" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhOeX-f2X153SOWaDrxvpm9n1QPq_uFR7slIgOYn0uqd1q7lwLIaDw9GBTzCYbGqHoBqA2m1_kjJe5I6A2jItXz2YdQatutJeMOdRNSKEtko30ouXk4QzHnUM1KIE5aDSNl3AA-f_lXDls/s640/IMG_4351.JPG" width="640" /></a></div>
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><br /></span>I just wanna be happyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14125665808193086086noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1651148403457675348.post-6190629805274683942013-04-01T23:06:00.001+02:002013-04-01T23:06:50.040+02:00<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhKjCFuPc7Lqj2-kJezU4ZUzbJsbhUMy5lsZSXfWppdG5SQLJFNmhUOEk919jLSjIpgc6m4vgJ5anF66_DkNENgVruLTz3TXaxbcxUqsyucJUSFtvWtpHsVC2B1qYJzviGwOv2bJib_NGA/s1600/485360_626045900743190_813109793_n.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="400" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhKjCFuPc7Lqj2-kJezU4ZUzbJsbhUMy5lsZSXfWppdG5SQLJFNmhUOEk919jLSjIpgc6m4vgJ5anF66_DkNENgVruLTz3TXaxbcxUqsyucJUSFtvWtpHsVC2B1qYJzviGwOv2bJib_NGA/s400/485360_626045900743190_813109793_n.jpg" width="300" /></a></div>
<br />I just wanna be happyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14125665808193086086noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1651148403457675348.post-49408981654862959952013-04-01T23:04:00.002+02:002013-04-01T23:04:58.388+02:00<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Donnerstag ist mein Daddy ausgezogen..</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Er kam in mein Zimmer.. setzte sich zu mir und sagte mir einfach,</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">er habe eine neue, zu der er erstmal zieht.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">- Herstillstand - Gefühlslos - Mimiklos.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Dann packte er seine Tasche, gab mir einen letzten Kuss und ging.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Meine Welt zerbrach.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Mama weinte und ich griff zum Hörer und rief Ihn an..</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">dachte dafür sind beste Freunde wohl da.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Später sahen wir uns, gingen feiern mit Freunden.<br />Es eskalierte.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Er schrie mich vor alles an, machte mich nur fertig und alles..</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">too much.. ehrlich.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Dann wollte n Kumpel noch Sex mit mir </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">- hallo seh ich aus wie ne Nutte? -.-*</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Verzweifelt eingeschlafen..</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><br />Samstag auf nem Geburtstag war Er nicht anders..</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Er hat mich die ganze Zeit Bitch genannt und meinte zu allen:<br />"Wenn sie nicht gleich die Fresse hält, raste ich aus!"</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">- obwohl ich nichts gemacht habe.. nichts.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><br /></span>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: large;"><b>Papa hat sich zu Ostern nicht einmal gemeldet... </b></span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: large;"><b>Nicht eeeeein mal....</b></span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: large;"><b>Ostern hat für uns eigentlich keine Bedeutung.</b></span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: large;"><b>Aber dennoch.. hätte er sich melden können..</b></span></div>
I just wanna be happyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14125665808193086086noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1651148403457675348.post-44851954004717234622013-04-01T22:47:00.001+02:002013-04-01T22:47:58.542+02:00<span style="background-color: black; font-weight: bold; line-height: 24px;"><span style="color: #f3f3f3; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Uuuiii ich habe meiine eeeersten Blogaward von :</span></span><br />
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="background-color: black; font-weight: bold; line-height: 24px;"><span style="color: #f3f3f3; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><a href="http://my-soul-is-a-ruin.blogspot.de/"><span style="font-size: large;">http://my-soul-is-a-ruin.blogspot.de/</span></a></span></span></div>
<span style="background-color: black; color: #f3f3f3; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">bekommen! :)</span><br />
<span style="background-color: black; font-weight: bold; line-height: 24px;"><span style="color: #f3f3f3; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><br /></span></span>
<span style="background-color: black; font-weight: bold; line-height: 24px;"><span style="color: #f3f3f3; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><br /></span></span>
<span style="background-color: black; color: #f3f3f3; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><span style="font-weight: bold; line-height: 24px;">Regeln:</span><br style="font-weight: bold; line-height: 24px;" /><span style="font-weight: bold; line-height: 24px;">1. Poste den Award auf deinen Blog.</span><br style="font-weight: bold; line-height: 24px;" /><span style="font-weight: bold; line-height: 24px;">2. Bedanke dich bei dem Blogger, der dir den Award verliehen hat und verlinke ihn auf deinem Blog.</span><br style="font-weight: bold; line-height: 24px;" /><span style="font-weight: bold; line-height: 24px;">3. Nominiere 11 weitere Blogger, die deiner Meinung nach ebenfalls einen Award verdient haben und teile es ihnen mit.</span><br style="font-weight: bold; line-height: 24px;" /><span style="font-weight: bold; line-height: 24px;">4. Beantworte die 11 Fragen des Awardverleihers.</span><br style="font-weight: bold; line-height: 24px;" /><span style="font-weight: bold; line-height: 24px;">5. Schreibe 7 Dinge über dich.</span><br style="font-weight: bold; line-height: 24px;" /><br style="font-weight: bold; line-height: 24px;" /><br style="font-weight: bold; line-height: 24px;" /><span style="font-weight: bold; line-height: 24px;">Die 7 Dinge:</span></span><br />
<span style="background-color: black; color: #f3f3f3; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><span style="font-weight: bold; line-height: 24px;">1. Ich wurde als Kind vergewaltigt</span></span><br />
<span style="background-color: black; color: #f3f3f3; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><span style="font-weight: bold; line-height: 24px;">2. Ich hasse meine Brüste, weil sie groß und wabbelig sind.</span></span><br />
<span style="background-color: black; color: #f3f3f3; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><span style="font-weight: bold; line-height: 24px;">3. Ich bin unglaublich naiv.</span></span><br />
<span style="background-color: black; color: #f3f3f3; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><span style="font-weight: bold; line-height: 24px;">4. Ich stürze mich gerne in Gefahrensituationen.</span></span><br />
<span style="background-color: black; color: #f3f3f3; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><span style="font-weight: bold; line-height: 24px;">5. Ich verliebe mich schnell in Menschen, mit denen ich schlafe</span></span><br />
<span style="background-color: black; color: #f3f3f3; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><span style="font-weight: bold; line-height: 24px;">6. Ich liebe Tankstellen-Duft.</span></span><br />
<span style="background-color: black; color: #f3f3f3; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><span style="font-weight: bold; line-height: 24px;">7. Ich habe oft angst vor mir selber :D</span></span><br />
<span style="background-color: black; color: #f3f3f3; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><span style="font-weight: bold; line-height: 24px;"><br /></span></span>
<span style="background-color: black; color: #f3f3f3; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><span style="font-weight: bold; line-height: 24px;"><br /></span></span>
<span style="background-color: black; font-weight: bold; line-height: 24px;"><span style="color: #f3f3f3; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><br /></span></span>
<span style="background-color: black; font-weight: bold; line-height: 24px;"><span style="color: #f3f3f3; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Fragen die ich bekommen habe : </span></span><br />
<span style="background-color: black; font-weight: bold; line-height: 24px;"><span style="color: #f3f3f3; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><br /></span></span>
<span style="background-color: black; color: #f3f3f3; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><span style="font-weight: bold; line-height: 24px;">1. Dein Lieblingsort?</span></span><br />
<span style="background-color: black; color: #f3f3f3; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">- Momentan Kassel.</span><br />
<span style="background-color: black; color: #f3f3f3; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; line-height: 24px;">2. Bist du lieber alleine oder unter Menschen?</span></span><br />
<span style="background-color: black; color: #f3f3f3; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">- Kommt drauf an mit welchen Mensch, eher beides.</span><br />
<span style="background-color: black; color: #f3f3f3; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; line-height: 24px;">3. Was magst du an dieser Welt?</span></span><br />
<span style="background-color: black; color: #f3f3f3; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">- uff.. dass es Meere gibt, in denen man schwimmen kann.</span><br />
<span style="background-color: black; color: #f3f3f3; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; line-height: 24px;">4. Hast du schon einmal etwas illegales getan?</span></span><br />
<span style="background-color: black; color: #f3f3f3; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">- na klar, wer nicht^^</span><br />
<span style="background-color: black; color: #f3f3f3; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><br style="font-weight: bold; line-height: 24px;" /><span style="font-weight: bold; line-height: 24px;">5. Hast du eine Besonderheit an dir, wenn ja welche?</span></span><br />
<span style="background-color: black; color: #f3f3f3; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">- zählt: Ich war schon immer fett? :D</span><br />
<span style="background-color: black; color: #f3f3f3; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><br style="font-weight: bold; line-height: 24px;" /><span style="font-weight: bold; line-height: 24px;">6. Glaubst du an das Leben nach dem Tod?</span></span><br />
<span style="background-color: black; color: #f3f3f3; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">- seeeehr gute frage.. - irgendwie ja, weil irgendwo muss man ja hin.</span><br />
<span style="background-color: black; color: #f3f3f3; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><br style="font-weight: bold; line-height: 24px;" /><span style="font-weight: bold; line-height: 24px;">7. Wenn du eine Tür für Leben steht & die andere für Tod, welche würdest du nehmen?</span></span><br />
<span style="background-color: black; color: #f3f3f3; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">- Eigentlich Tod.. kann ich meine Familie aber nicht antun..</span><br />
<span style="background-color: black; color: #f3f3f3; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">daher die zum Leben.</span><br />
<span style="background-color: black; color: #f3f3f3; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><br style="font-weight: bold; line-height: 24px;" /><span style="font-weight: bold; line-height: 24px;">8. Haustier, wenn ja was für eins?</span></span><br />
<span style="background-color: black; color: #f3f3f3; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">- Meerschweinchen.. heute aber gestorben :'( - R.I.P Baby :/</span><br />
<span style="background-color: black; color: #f3f3f3; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><br style="font-weight: bold; line-height: 24px;" /><span style="font-weight: bold; line-height: 24px;">9. Deine Haarfarbe?</span></span><br />
<span style="background-color: black; color: #f3f3f3; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">- Natur: Mittelblond // Momentan: Weiß/türkis</span><br />
<span style="background-color: black; color: #f3f3f3; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><br style="font-weight: bold; line-height: 24px;" /><span style="font-weight: bold; line-height: 24px;">10. Würdest du gerne älter sein..oder doch lieber ein Kind?</span></span><br />
<span style="background-color: black; color: #f3f3f3; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">- mitten im Berufsleben, mit Familie und allem..</span><br />
<span style="background-color: black; color: #f3f3f3; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><br style="font-weight: bold; line-height: 24px;" /><span style="font-weight: bold; line-height: 24px;">11. Lieblingskuchen/Torte?</span></span><br />
<span style="background-color: black; color: #f3f3f3; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><span style="font-weight: bold; line-height: 24px;">- selbstgemachter Erdbeerkuchen und Marzipantorte! *-*</span></span><br />
<span style="background-color: black; color: #f3f3f3; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><span style="font-weight: bold; line-height: 24px;"><br /></span></span>
<span style="background-color: black; color: #f3f3f3; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><span style="font-weight: bold; line-height: 24px;"><br /></span></span>
<span style="background-color: black; color: #f3f3f3; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><span style="font-weight: bold; line-height: 24px;"><br /></span></span>
<span style="background-color: black; color: #f3f3f3; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><span style="font-weight: bold; line-height: 24px;"><br /></span></span>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="background-color: black; color: #f3f3f3; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: large;"><span style="font-weight: bold; line-height: 24px;"><br /></span></span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="background-color: black; color: #f3f3f3; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: large;"><span style="font-weight: bold; line-height: 24px;">Meine Blogaward verteile ich die Tage mal,</span></span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="background-color: black; color: #f3f3f3; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: large;"><span style="font-weight: bold; line-height: 24px;">will gerade lieber mal wieder was posten! :)</span></span></div>
I just wanna be happyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14125665808193086086noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1651148403457675348.post-27528762596483344362013-03-26T23:57:00.000+01:002013-03-26T23:57:40.381+01:00Trigger.<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Meine Vergangenheit lässt mich nicht los..</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">über 8 Jahre quäle ich mich schon..</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Ich will sterben..</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">aber NICHT fett..</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Ich stelle mir den Tod so schön vor,</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">leicht, einfach.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Ich kann momentan einfach nicht mehr,</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">ich habe niemanden hier..</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><br /></span>
<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgmiN68FGsnvsKwuAHbNXvdq__DqEfbpOoWMyS7mF52W39UF1Fuf062sJPiZg75ycoCtkLs2GzetE4wnFkrRfhUidGjcjkYFLPwDJYJAgq1eUzWsIfzLJpbV7atyZIuPNjcbhodDeeuNqw/s1600/tumblr_mb6hg19BGY1qa0v77o1_500.gif" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="263" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgmiN68FGsnvsKwuAHbNXvdq__DqEfbpOoWMyS7mF52W39UF1Fuf062sJPiZg75ycoCtkLs2GzetE4wnFkrRfhUidGjcjkYFLPwDJYJAgq1eUzWsIfzLJpbV7atyZIuPNjcbhodDeeuNqw/s400/tumblr_mb6hg19BGY1qa0v77o1_500.gif" width="400" /></a></div>
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><br /></span>I just wanna be happyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14125665808193086086noreply@blogger.com0